I wrote this original awhile back and finally got around to putting it together into something I'm proud of. I hope ya'll are doing well and enjoy this too! Also, many thanks to my lovely partner for helping me write some of the lyrics! 🌻
(side note/ fun fact: I posted this tonight because I reference Thursday nights 😁 The lyric had originally said Monday, but I got to perform this piece at a "You Are Going To Die" Zoom which always falls on a Thursday so changed it haha)
Lyrics:
Sometimes you have to wonder why
Do we even try
If we’re all gonna --end up dead
Meaningless worlds collide
Just another lonely Thursday night
Chorus
So why am I searching for something I can’t find
Please stop searching and make something of your fucking time
Much of my time finds days in hazy lights
Full of younger memories whose mind hadn’t seen so many things
And I’m afraid everyones' story has to end
Some might get some more time
Until memories fade in everyones' minds
Chorus
Cause we are creators of moments in time
You said to me with a twinkling eye
And your body’s warm, warm as the sun
Lighting my heart, you’re my only one
There’s a secret not many will tell
The present is the real heaven and hell 3x
Every time that I look back
I’m not sure how to take it, oh so many changes
Not half full, not half empty, just a cup waiting for
Contextual meaning, nothing is as its seeming
Everyday is a new day, but it won’t quench the burning
Souls insufferable yearning
So here I am searching for meaning in my mind
I won’t stop searching until the day I die